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Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my sea you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my sea you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far [Chorus] Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway [Chorus] This pain you gave to me You take it all You take it all away... This pain you gave to me You take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me |
I'll be missing you - Puff Daddy |
I see you there, you look unsure, a little broken, but still somehow pure you see yourself as dirty, I don't understand you say you have soiled yourself with the blade in your hand But its not your body I'm looking at, or the pain in your sorrowed face Its not the blade in your hand, the source of your disgrace I don't see that when I look at you, I see what you have inside I don't see when you failed - I see the many times you've tried I see the light inside of you, the strength you don't see I see the caring you show to others, and how kind you are to me I see how beautiful your soul really is, and the cuts don't matter now you only see them when you look at yourself - I wish I could change that somehow For what i see when I look at you, is an angel in disguise troubled, sorrowed, in pain, but indisputably wise. I know you've had your troubles, your not perfect by any means but I'm not one to judge you, on the way somethings seems I have come to know you, as certain people will, I know every juicy secret - and yet - I love you still... Why can't you love yourself? |
| I have so many memories of a time when you were here I remember the times we laughed, and when we cried Yet their starting to blur, when I thought they'd stay clear Everything changed the night that you died. I haven't forgotten you, and I never will Sometimes it seems pointless to smile when your not around And the wound it bleeds, cos I miss you still Everytime I hear your name, my heart shatters on the ground. I can't help feeling like you abandoned me We were sisters and you always begged me to stay I know it's selfish of me to take it personally, but it was selfish of you to go away. I try to live because you wanted me to And because I can't do what you did, to the people I hold dear But I miss the support that I got from you I wish you were alive, I wish you were here. |
| If I never loved you I wouldn't feel this pain But Just to have this memory I'd go through it all again If I never bled for you I would never understand What it meant to love this way Instead of what I'd planned If I'd never cried for you I might never see Reflected in this broken angel What you meant to me If you had not made me laugh perhaps I wouldn't feel This aching, sinking sadness with which i can not deal If I had never loved you I wouldn't feel this way It wouldn't be so hard that you did not stay But even though it hurts If I could change my mind I would still choose to love you and what you left behind I would still want your memory The good times and the bad And every day I'm thankful for the little time we had. |
| Never knew there could be this much pain Never really thought you'd take the final fall Never dreamed I wouldn't see you again Thought I knew you, but I didn't, at all Did you think a note would ease my pain? Of hearing that you've taken your life All I want is to see you again! I'm so close to picking up that knife I knew that things hurt too much But I thought I'd helped you see Love is the one with the lightest of touch I had you, and you had me Didn't matter to you when you left me alone Don't know how to live without you How do i face this pain on my own? I keep wanting to believe it isn't true But it is true, you died today Nothing I say will ever bring you back If only I'd known I would have begged you to stay Its hard to see sunshine when your whole life is turned black All I want is to turn back time All I want is to have us back together. I could help your pain; it would take away mine But you are gone from me forever. |
| Dear Chella. I don't know why I'm choosing to write this right now. I guess maybe because I suddenly feel very alone. I miss you. I don't understand why you had to go... now. I wish you had stayed - I wish I could have been THERE, even if it wouldn't have made a difference. I know you tried to stay around for me. I know you knew how much I cared... but you didn't, not really, or else you wouldn't have gone, surely... You were and are a part of my soul. My sister, always. I miss the sharing. I miss the caring - despite your pain you were the most loving person I've ever known, you never refused to listen to my problems even when yew had more, and bigger problems than me. I respected you for that. I respected the way you got through life, even though you were in such pain... I don't respect your choice to die. It's not fair. But I'm trying not to be angry, because you asked me not to be. It hurts to know your gone. You were beautiful, inside and out, I wish you could have believed that, that you could have seen yourself through my eyes... maybe you can now. But it's too late! A waste of a soul that had so potential... but I can't be mad that you wanted to escape your pain. I know how it feels. And you knew that I'd think like this. But Chella, sisterfriend... life is bleak without you. I miss your notes, and the way you said everything that needed to be said, just by instinct, but you said it cos you meant it, without knowing thats what I wanted/needed you to say. God... I wish I'd told you that. "I love you" Just... doesn't say as much as I thought it did. I just miss you Chella. I miss the tears, even. And the giggles. You were the first girl I ever compared guys dick sizes with! ;) and the first person I told about losing my virginity... you'll always be a part of me Chella.... but it's just not the same as you being here. I don't know why I'm writing this, because I don't believe you'll see it... but maybe you will, or maybe you'll just ... know. So know this : I miss you and I love you and you will ALWAYS be my sister. |
| P.O.D. - "Youth Of The Nation" Lyrics: Last day of the rest of my life I wish I would've known Cause I didn't kiss my mama goodbye I didn't tell her that I loved her and how much I care Or thank my pops for all the talks And all the wisdom he shared Unaware, I just did what I always do Everyday, the same routine Before I skate off to school But who knew that this day wasn't like the rest Instead of taking a test I took two to the chest Call me blind, but I didn't see it coming Everybody was running But I couldn't hear nothing Except gun blasts, it happened so fast I don't really know this kid Even though I sit by him in class Maybe this kid was reaching out for love Or maybe for a moment He forgot who he was Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged Whatever it was I know it's because [chorus:] We are, We are, the youth of the nation Little Suzy, she was only twelve She was given the world With every chance to excel Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell She might act kind of proud But no respect for herself She finds love in all the wrong places The same situations Just different faces Changed up her pace since her daddy left her Too bad he never told her She deserved much better Johnny boy always played the fool He broke all the rules So you would think he was cool He was never really one of the guys No matter how hard he tried Often thought of suicide It's kind of hard when you ain't got no friends He put his life to an end They might remember him then You cross the line and there's no turning back Told the world how he felt With the sound of a gat [chorus] Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim No matter what you say It don't take away the pain That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies Don't nobody know why It's the blind leading the blind I guess that's the way the story goes Will it ever make sense Somebody's got to know There's got to I thought exists [chorus] |